Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Gone Are You.

This may sound a lil' crazy, perhaps insane as to a start of the new year.
Back in 2008, there have been many events of which I dreamt, visioned and materialized from thin air. Unbeknownst to the self, are predictions and curses which were made to satisfy my ideals of humanity.
And here's one good example:- I knew, beforehand, that I was going to have to break up with my ex (but I didn't want to believe that was soon going to happen) so he would naturally pair up with a friend of mine I felt, needed him. At that very moment, I refused to believe in synchronicity and ended up protecting my present interest more than my future. Thrice, in fateful row of three, had I dreamt of him cheating me, my breaking up and his winding up with the particular friend I just mentioned - which all made me think if I should stop my crazy activities of cursing and predicting.
At the end of the day, I just had to accept it all and move on to another phase in life, which changed the way I looked at how things round me worked.
In return to the negative situation, I became more appreciative of the unnatural happenings surrounding individuals and acceptive of what I possessed, compared to when I first discovered I could emphatize and clairsentisize with individuals, especially those I am rather close to. Thank god I am still a normal person who slogs for optimum results, talk, eat, breathe, think and sleep like the sane majority.

Gone am I if I allowed this entire side of mine to consume me.

Anyway, here's some cosplay photos for the AY year 2007 and 2008:-

1. Fazy (Misato) and I (Ukitake)




2. The ever surprisingly me Ulquiorra!

3. Bleach, its my ex and I! (HAHA, OMG)

Spamming Myself!





I'm handsome!

Monday, December 29, 2008

Mr Green

Getting what I really want in photoshoots is tough, nonetheless, I did it!
Sadly, this is the first time I ever took this outfit out for a shoot since I made it some 3 years back, none to conventions and its last time I'm using. =(
*money SERIOUSLY underutilized*

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Sights Of NUS

Searching for good places to conduct private photoshoots in Singapore indeed churns out awesome scenes, while exploring different places too, generates interesting results.
And here's what I've found on one student's locker during my exploration trip down to the National University of Singapore on Christmas Eve!

- A Petition Campaign? Or Student Awareness Campaign?



Rather, time spent in exploration is time well spent.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Something to LMAO!

Here's a piece of funny picture I've found stored in a spare family phone, a couple of road signs piled up together to enhance the creator's driven message:-




Interesting!
But, even if it was/were to be an ad, its too long to be read!!!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

My Seven Sins

Lately, I've been pampering the self with fatty foods - you name it - chocolates, fast foods, dim sums and more, god knows why I didn't suffer from cardiac arrest. :o And also, not to mention that I totally stayed away from all sorts of news, though I do still read the papers, without picking my pen and working on a good story --> This is so unlike myself.
But lo and behold, here's my latest picture - still the same size *phews*

With courtesy by my cousin, Sylvia:-


Anyway, here's what I've been doing (in short)
1. Pigging out
2. Excessively listening to music
3. Writing GAY PORNOGRAPHY
4. Sleeping =.=
5. Shopping =.=
6. Chit-chatting with friends into the wee hours of the day!!!
7. Cosplaying

Sunday, November 23, 2008

GSD Ep 7

Drum Rolls and here goes:-





1. A: (thinks) I wonder, if she would like it. Considering that something's going between her and Yuna Roma, I think...I'd better
make my thoughts clear before I leave.









2. After much tough times we've been through and all, I do hope to embrace our present and make the best of it.

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...More to follow!!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

"Dolly", Is My Child.

For the benefit of her younger daughter, Kate, who suffers from rare form of childhood Leukemia, Mrs Sara Fitzgerald thought up of a miracle plan to save her precious daughter when all other options failed - to birth a designer baby - without considering that this child would be a part of her family.

Anna Fitzgerald, who supposedly is portrayed as the martyr in Picoult's novel entitled My Sister's Keeper, was the designer baby made to save her older sister Kate. Since birth, Anna is was the main source of reliance who would provide Kate with her stem cells, cord blood, bone marrow, kidney and all whenever Kate is in urgent need of a transplant to keep her healthy. Little was Anna thought of as an individual who owns the right to her speech and of course, her body.

Needless to say, whenever Kate winds up in hospital to receive a dose of painful treatments, so does Anna, whose pink health was placed under jeprody from the all the unnecessary harsh treatments which she also receives just for that reason.

Nevertheless, Anna, who in this novel stands at age thirteen, was intrigued by her life-long suffering to file for medical emancipation along with the help of a fame-greedy attorney who was willing to help her through this lawsuit for his own selfish, personal gains.

Also witness in this novel when Mrs Fitzgerald learns of Anna's action against her, she tries her very best to corerce Anna into dropping the lawsuit in whichever means and ways that deems fit for the current situation.

As expected, Anna is not willed a chance to voice out her own fears, opinions and concerns over what might happen to her should she have to donate her kidney to Kate.

Reluctant to toss in the bucket, the young teenager refuses to drop the lawsuit against her mother, knowing that she would forever remain as the subject of family medical atrocities should she give into her mother's demands. After all, Anna was conceived for this ugly purpose.

From here, the story slowly builds up its climax into a sensational courtroom drama which unveiled other ugly facts about the Fitzgerald family. We also read that in this novel, Mrs Fitzgerald admits that she has never dreamt big dreams for Anna, unlike her sick sister, Kate. Her husband, too, follows suit although he plays a more fatherly role towards Anna by showing her his love, care and concern.

Drama as it seems, Anna was eventually granted medical emancipation at the end of the day by the state's court but uneventfully passes away in a tragic car accident. Her kidney was subsequently donated to her sister under the acting power of her attorney.

And till the end of this novel as read, it was only during Anna's passing on did Mrs Fitzgerald realizes what was it like to loose a child whose importance within her household plays a much greater role than any of her other children.

Written on a 11-day characteristic chapter of its own, this emotionally riveting paperback series strongly reflects on the societal defects of which modern day medical science and technology has created. The shame which a healthy Anna has went through as a sacrificial child certainly does sets one thinking deep - is it ethically/morally right of a parent to conceive a child just so to save the other sibling without sparing a thought for him/her, or rather, is it just the right thing to do when the situation calls for it?

I am very sure that scientists and medical professionals today ought to address the type of treatments and suggestions made when formulating a less than perfect plan for the sake of a terminally ill man's morality.

Also, it is strongly recommended that doctors should get parents who are already on the verge of executing such a cruel backup plan to think of the welfare of their soon-to-be child. In countries such as [SO AND SO], such practices are made illegal to protect the rights of the minor involved.

I am more than thankful that Singapore prohibits such practices, in spite of its current low-birthrate mudslide.

Now, think of Gundam Seed (only if you have watched), the way how Kira Yamato was created for a 'brilliant' cause. Except for Kira, unlike Anna Fitzgerald, is treated with respect and the rights to his own actions.

Anna - for heaven's sake - was seen as a mere object living in a simple family for medical-miracle reasons. Certainly, this fictional example does irks a principled reader/viewer who strongly objects to such inhumane scientific practices.

Indeed, medical ethics is highly required for its professionals to evaluate the outcome of a patient's treatment plan.

A heir and a spare, I wonder how many such cases are present today.


PS: Parents, always remember, a conceived child will always be part of your life, regardless of circumstances.
**A good recommendation for parents whose children are terminally ill.


*I'm not done with this yet, so please, bear with me.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Being Lame



SHH, Haro. Or you'll get caught.


Cheers:- To mark the commencement of thesis and assignments...=.=